Current mood:	scared
Current music:	david gray- this year's love

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I'm really sorry to make my second entry a downer, but i am going to start writing in this regularly and a recent event came up that inspired me shall we say to do so...

To someone that has hurt and betrayed a friend and in the process me: I looked up to you. You were a role model for me. You got me through high school. And then... this... what the fuck happened to you? Or has it always been this way? I never, ever, EVER, EVER expected this from you! WHY? Why would you do...THAT of all things? You sick, twisted, manipulative asshole! So all you preached about, all you taught for four years, all of it... WHO THE FUCK HAVE I LOOKED UP TO ALL THESE YEARS? HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? AND TO HER!!! Guess it's easy to prey on those that YOU KNOW are vulnerable and insecure, you dickless COWARD! I never thought i hear myself say this about YOU... but i hope we never cross paths again...because if your ass isn't in jail which it won't be because America's legal system is fucked up... you better hope I don't ever see you, I swear... you bring new meaning to the term "little man syndrome"...

Kristi: Hun... I'll see you tonight. Take care. I wish you told me this sooner